PESSIMIST'S CRAP

Tuesday, 3rd September 2013

Hey, I'm grumpy, cranky, annoyed right now, so here's some crap I'm gonna type down just to "rant" or commit my energy into to make me feel less *mentioned above*.
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"Whenever you're upset, remember, you're the sperm that won." 

- Nope, it doesn't help at all. Really. Try it, try it when you're upset, try remembering how you could propel your tail and swim towards the ova. Does that make you happy? Because you've "won"? Really? LOL

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."

-  Oh, so I should smile when it's all over? Even when I want it to keep happening, keep going, I don't want it to be over, is that so? Nope, I'm not convinced. So what if it happened? It's over, and it's probably the last thing I've ever thought of if it's something that I'd cry over if it ends. (So I assume it's probably something really good (precious/you treasure) that's ending - eg. Friendship, A life, Relationship, School year.)

Of course, I can't not cry because it happened, because I can never get enough of the good things, and I want more of it happening. You get me? 

“i find nothing more depressing than optimism.” ― Paul Fussell

- This, I like the most. Maybe I didn't comprehend this quote quite well, but, I guess, I'll just take it as I've comprehended it correctly. 

I agree, that optimism is depressing. Not because I'm feeling pessimistic right now, but  I think, optimism is shown when it comes to one being put in a position where (s)he can obviously see the bad side of a situation right in the face but chose to look at the better side of the situation.

I feel that it takes some emotional strength to stay optimistic in pretty bad or straight-in-the-face-negative situations and it's "depressing" to put up a brave front but deep down, you're just crumbling down inside.
Of course, optimism is great. & I love it.




Contrary to the whole lot of crap - seriously I typed out above,

(be optimistic)

& yeah, August update coming uppppppppp! (better late than never right?!)

Goodbye for now x

P/S SORRY FOR THE CRAP